Anxiety

When things don’t work they way they are supposed to: anxiety. Also, frustration.

Not that I’m going to let these things get the best of me. But I feel them. First – losing my seeds this morning. Where the hell are they? After a one-hour search and convinced I had not mistakenly tossed them out, I decided to cool my heels on them. Simon came home for lunch and found them in the lower garden where I had “left” them.

Yeah – I owe him one.

And then the watering system – not working the way it should. And then it stopped. I turned everything off and cleared the line over and over. Decided to not irrigate again until maybe tomorrow – too much water today is my thought: laundry and showers and then irrigating. Too much strain on the system.

Whew!

Feeling antsy and odd and not quite right.

But I also know that there will always be days like this. Just roll with it, carry on, and it will all sort itself out. I mean honestly? First world problems.

Time to get my pack ready for tomorrow’s club hike.

About goodyniosi

Writer, avid(!!!) hiker - living life to the fullest. Love, life, bliss - getting high on getting high (in the alpine that is)
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