First – thank-you to Val for the photo from yesterday’s beautiful hike.
Second – so funny being in Costco today – standing in line at the checkout and seeing snow outside – and everyone semi-panicking: “OMG – snow!”
Me: (you think that’s snow? Let me tell you…)
Other than that – my day: cleaning, laundry, walking with Abby, dealing with my heart.
My heart: up, down, aching, peaceful, crying, determined – and mostly in places where words don’t mean a thing.
I am feelings and I honour them. I have made mistakes – and I forgive myself. I have fears and I live with them. I take deep breaths.
Tomorrow, I will take Abby up Maple Mountain. I think she can do it. I can always turn back if it becomes too much for her. But she was so happy yesterday to be out for so long, and she always wants to come – I am going to give it a go.
Alone – just Abby and I and the Mother and the Spirit.