Melancholy is the word that seems to best describe how I feel.
It isn’t bad. It’s just a place that borders sadness. It is both loving and accepting and longing and yearning all at the same time.
I think what I yearn for more than anything is human touch. This is the thing – we humans – we need connection in every way. We need it physically, spiritually, emotinally – we need connection with nature and with other humans and with a special human.
At any rate – there it is. I want a deep, huge, emotional, loving hug – giving and receiving in equal measure.
And I understand that all is well as it is.
Today I took my new camera back to London Drugs and they shipped it to Sony. There is an issue with light leakage. So I took out my old camera and gosh – it takes much better photos. I hope they solve the problem. That said, it’s nice to have a backup. All these photos today were just testing.
And I worked today. I only just finished writing the next chapter in the book. Tomorrow I will edit.