Ths happened today:
So that’s pretty cool.
And not much else happened – a couple of walks with Abby, shopping for groceries – and a bottle of wine that I shall open next Monday on my birthday. I did not stint: a Louis Latour Chardonnay.
My gift to me this year. Well, my tangible gift to me.
I spent a lot of today examining my feelings and my mind.
Why did I do what I did yesterday? What did I feel? Where did those feelings come from? Was I triggered and if so, by what? Could I have reacted differently? Did I respond in a way that was right for me? Did I make a mistake? Was I being authentic or reactive? Was I manifesting my dark side?
I am willing to question everything. That said, I am also determined to honour what is genuinely me and to draw my boundaries.
I know this: I am glad I am home. I am glad that I feel all my feelings. I am blessed to feel so much love for some special people in my life.
I’m glad I have a quiet place to simply be – to meditate. to be at peace.