Thanks to Kathleen for this photo of four of us yesterday – contemplating our jump into the void. Yes, parts of our downward trip were steep.

Today – rain and domesticity for the most part.

I was going to do some work in the garden but it can wait. I am NOT digging around in manure when it’s wet and cold – I’ll leave that to Simon. (yes – he’s out there today – my heart truly goes out to him.)

Thoughts today – I am letting them germinate. I got more information from the Hoffman Institute: the more I learn, the more I want to do this thing. I wish I was the kind of person who would start a gofundme page to be able to afford it. But I’m not. I’m going to have to figure it out.

I will figure it out.

This is the right time for me to confront everything in my past that is holding me back from living in the light – from living in love.

I think this is the most important thing. Everything else will fall into place after that.