At Home

Thanks to Robin for this photo from yesterday – a quick snack at the top and then booting it back down.

Today, Simon started work again. And me? Well, baked bread, did my nails and hair and had what I will bravely call a “rest day.”

I keep wanting to address important issues in my life but it seems that my brain is also having a rest day – or multiple rest days in truth. It does not want to tackle anything at all. The minute I open that door even the tiniest crack, it yells – “Nope! Nothing to see here!”

Hence my strong desire to take part in the Hoffman Method.

I’ve worked on myself in my life – of yes I have. And after all these years, there is still a ton of work to do. It came to me in my sleep last night – or at least part-sleep – where some of my patterns come from.

My father.

Surprise! (not)

I’m just another human being doing my best to grow out of learned behaviours and coping mechanisms from childhood. And after all these years, there they still are.

Is it possible to ever be truly free of these gossamer chains?

Probably not. But the more I unshackle myself, the better off I will be.

About goodyniosi

Writer, avid(!!!) hiker - living life to the fullest. Love, life, bliss - getting high on getting high (in the alpine that is)
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