No matter though – I wrote another story and after lunch Simon and I did a nice dog walk.
Tomorrow I am scheduled to drive to Nelson and go skiing with P’nina. If the roads are okay, I’ll go. I can’t remember the last time I drove. Weeks ago. I would have expected that as time went on, I’d be more amenable to driving in winter. Not so – the opposite in fact. Hmmmm.
I could go on about winter but there’s little point. Good news: I like skiing. More good news: another snowshoe trip coming up this Sunday at Strawberry Pass. And then more writing because I have more ideas.
I do have to work at being happy. It doesn’t come naturally to me these days. The effort isn’t huge – but I catch myself sometimes thinking, “Gosh – it’s been a long time since I’ve smiled.”
I used to wake up every morning feeling blessed. Every. Morning.
That hasn’t happened for a while.
This is interesting information for me to process.