As it turns out, the trail that took us almost two hours to navigate on snowshoes, took an hour today – and I really wasn’t going all that fast. Still – it was a fine single-track trail facing south (sun!!!) and so it was a beautiful uphill hike. From the top, I continued over the bridge at the bluffs until the trail started going down. I decided that if I was going to continue in that direction it had better be without dogs – it looked a bit precipitous – um – a lot precipitous?
And so we turned around. I could have stayed longer by walking on to Sandon and back – but really – why would I walk on a road?
And so we headed back, which means I had lunch at home and a nap – sort of – until the phone rang.
I paid my Visa bill today and am nursing anxieties again. The “saving money” I have been setting aside every month is going and today I even went past that. Damn. I am pondering ways to correct this. Not sure how yet, but I know I’ll figure it out.
Meanwhile, and far more importantly, I’m looking at what I want to attract in my life. I understand this whole Law of Attraction business but sometimes its implementation is tricky. I’ll bet I’m not the only one who has the odd bit of trouble with it.
I attract to me that which I am – not what I do unless doing stems from being. And it’s not goal setting.
Who I am leads to my day-to-day actions and those actions give me what I have. And here’s the odd thing that I can’t quite figure out yet. I know I am a writer. I don’t write enough at the moment. Why am I not writing day in and day out? Why do I feel so restless these days it borders on anger?
Truth – I am passionate about being outside moving my body – therefore I hike. What do I have in my life? Tons of hiking. Oh great – now there’s a super way to achieve financial security. Isn’t it wonderful? – at this ripe old age, still trying to figure out what I want to be when I grow up.