But that was two days ago! OMG! I need to hike. We did get out for a short snow walk today with the dogs – but it’s not a hike!
And then I got all excited when Ben posted Lightening Strikes – but just found out that’s for next week. Okay – deep breath (don’t panic) Simon and I will get out for a full day on Thursday – probably Crow Mountain although I will also do further research. That will be fun. Truth is that hiking alone with my love is very good for my soul.
In the meantime, since Simon has the car tomorrow, I am going to have to make myself very busy around the house.
It was nice getting a long email from Julie today – and not just because I love her – also because she too voiced what I was feeling: being in a rut and being so darn done with winter!
At the same time, I am spending a good deal of time contemplating our lives in flux, wondering what comes next and wondering what I want next. That’s more to the point. What do we really want? I think we are both somewhat ambivalent, me probably more so. And I don’t want to be. After all, we manifest what we envision and I don’t much care to manifest an ambivalent life.
This deserves contemplation and deep pondering.
Even deeper than I am already doing.